5 days down, 20 more to go. It would have been worthwhile some, if I lost weight along the way too but the damn weighing machine seems to want to depress me for eternity.
I made this band (some string) to wear around my right hand -to remind me of my lent- in case my body goes on autopilot and reaches for something I shouldn't be having. Which is happening a lot.
My mother said she heard me crying in the night, and when she asked me why I mumbled something along the lines of "The cakes calling me but I can't move"
I think I'll survive. I hope. If I do, I'll let you know. If I don't, I'll tell my mom to let you guys know.
Okay, so for those of you in similar conditions as mine, darlings, let's do this together.
So painful is this love that I can't keep,
Burning my skin though I haven't touched
Cutting through my heart, cutting so deep
Your knife and my love remain clutched
Forgive the crappy poetry, I'm suffering from aglycophobia.

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