Utter Clutter.

I'm losing people like I'm losing my hair. 

If I could lose weight with the number of people I'm losing, I'd be as light as a fucking feather. 

If I got paid every time I lost someone I would be richer than Bill Gates. 

If you can't love me for me; then I'd rather have you go. 

(My apologies to you, probable reader. This blog contains profane nonsense uttered by a cluttered mind.

 It's the teenage, you see.)

What does a depressed, fat, lonely kid with absolutely no social life to speak of do?

Make a blog for no one to see. 

Bouncing blue baboons. 

Semi colon project : Explanation

You know that quote from TFIOS? About depression being a side effect to dying?

Isn't it funny, how life can kill?

Everything and everyone I thought mattered proved me wrong. 

Depression is not a light matter. And the deaths caused by the same can't just go unnoticed. 

Those lives matter just as much as the lives of soldiers in battle because in a way they were their own soldiers, fighting their own battles and sometimes they don't always win but that's okay. That is okay. 

You don't always have to come out victorious. 

Coming out of it alive, is what matters. 

Even if it seems like it's for no one think of it as something for yourself because you are worth every scar, every bruise and every broken bone. You are. 

.. So senti :'( 

But my darling, I really don't give a damn.

(Guess the reference)

 

The project is beautiful. Take a look, have a try. April 16 is the day. Ill see you there. 

Polar bears belly dancing. 

Semi colon project : My prospective tattoo

I think I'll get this as a tattoo. 

Explanation later. I am officially sleepy. 

Wiggling chicken wiggles off into the sunset. " Goodnight!" It cries, before it finally disappears. "I'll be back."

Believe

What if I said I could love you 

And I could?

What if I said I would be there for you

And I would?

I wouldn't lie; not for you 

'Cause there's better things to do

Better things like learning

How to love you. 

I don't know what/why/how this shit came to me or whether I am even completely sane; it's 1:55 in the morning and I'm sitting up writing crappy poems. 

Wow my life is so amazing. 

This blog is boring. 

Chicken wiggle. 

Powerful

There's this song I like rn

"I can feel it;  

when you hold me,  

when you touch me

it's so powerful"

Tarrus Riley has that husky, hungry voice that so defines the song and the feeling it gives. I am strangely attracted to it, though he isn't very talented as a singer.

I'm not a fan of Goulding either, and her voice isn't all that great, but it compliments Riley's voice; like crystal glass on silk.  

Maybe I'm being biased? Not everyone likes the song, but I find it pretty catchy. 

"Oh Lord have mercy 

I'm begging you please

I'm feeling drained 

I need love"

Ten thousand monkey bums dancing. 

#TellMeATale

I'm starting a new thang.

It's called #TellMeATale

and it's basically that, I would like whoever is reading this nonsense to think up nonsense of their own and post it somewhere on this rabbit hole, and use the hashtag mentioned above.

 There are no rules or conditions, except I would like you guys to simply remember some basic courtesies.

1)No racism, sexism, bullying, harassment etc. I find any, I will address it.

2)Be nice. Even if it's hard please try.Remember, someone else is trying too, what if its for you?

Easy as pie. Now get those brain cells working, and relapse into your Wonderlands, it won't hurt, and I hope overall, that all of you (whoever reads this) will enjoy.

 That's all, have fun, bye.

A thousand dolphin kisses, sent your way.

Hairy feels.

I have a thing for hair. Nice hair.

Like, soft, touchable hair that turns a different colour in the sunlight, little peeks of gold or caramel in between streaks of dark chocolate or black hair like, little shy glimmering beauty's that hide behind masques of silky black and reveal themselves only in the sunlight..  am I the only one who notices the way people's hair changes colour in the sunlight and it kind of turns me on in a weird, creepy way?

Yea?

Oh damn.

The Names Bond, James Bond.

Okay, whatever this may seem like, let me inform you beforehand, that I am not a 'Bond' fan..
 I am a 'Sailor'  (And if you know what I mean then, this will make sense to you, I guess.)

Sam Smith is singing for the new and upcoming Spectre, and I am not just saying this, simply because I am a fan of his, but because, his song is genuinely, and truly amazing.

I honestly do feel, if Lana sang instead of him, then I would still love it all the same, cause she has a spectacular voice herself, but since the decision was made and Sam has sung and it's all over with, then there shouldn't be a problem right?

But, apparently, there is a problem, and that problem is that, Sam Smith sang for a Bond movie.
Sam Smith, a man, has sung, for a James Bond movie. Am I repeating myself? I suppose I'm just extremely frustrated here.. And he replaced Lana Del Ray, which by all means is completely "illogical".

I was reading some of the comments on the song, and I am not making judgements drawn from my own personal opinions, but a lot of people were being rude, and criticising about his song.

First of all, why can't people see this as a remarkable change in the Bond age?

 People claim to be "open" to all kinds of people, they claim "no racism"  or "no sexism" or "no sexuality discrimination" or whatever but this itself is discriminating. Saying, an obviously talented singer is the reason for the movie to turn out a fail?

For your information, the movie revolves around a story, and not a song, and not, in fact this song.

And also, these people make comments like, his song sounds more like it's out of some chickflick and it's actually in the mildest way believeable, if you hadn't the previous knowledge that it was originally sung for a Bond movie.

And maybe it is, but in my opinion, it still has the classy, sultry effect every other Bond song has, and if no one else can appreciate it then I suppose you have a very limited taste in music, or in open-mindedness at least because in all honesty, his vocals are unique, and unlike most male singers these days, and that is pretty special.

Well, I am not one to speak as I haven't much knowledge on music composing and sorts but I love music, and I felt the desire to speak on the topic, as it not only hurt my sentiments regarding my favourite singer, but also because people seem to completely shut out the fact that there have been mistakes made and reconciled and its really not like this is a mistake, and let's just see the movie first.

That's all, sorry for being a bore, bye.

P.s - I am totally just making my thoughts known on the subject, I dont mean to hurt any sentiments, if I have I apologise, truly, I did not mean it.